Usually i dont like to get serious but talkin abvout unforgettable moment--

About 8 years back when I was first about to come to america, mero hajurma had eyes full of tears. I can never forget that moment. I was probably 12. My heart felt like hugging her and never letting go. Ever Since my childhood, my dad had always been out of nepal. So, she played important part of my life. That day she would say, raja aba timiharu pharkera aaunda hajurma baki hune hoki hoina. I never seen her cry like that. I remember she gave me Rs. 200. I was very little to understand these kind of emotions. But now when i come to think of it, my nose still gets watery. My relatives told me that when she was in hospital, she would always say it would be good to see us before she would be gone.

Then I went to nepal. did my 9th, 10th and 11th grade and again came to america. Then too my grandfather cried. yesterday, my dad got an e-mail that my grandfather is in serious condition. His liver is very bad. He wouldnt make it. So he might have to go back since he is eldest son. I just wish now that what happened to my grandma, wont happen again. I just cant stand loosing all my dears when i am away from them.

awwww, u seem to be too sensitive dawg , and emotional ... are u a Scorpio like my gal fren by any chance??? anywayz, why don't u try to go too man ... go nepal and see ur granpa ... aight cook kta, now be cool and start making some music ....peace ...

killer,this is a serious issue man.

tha's why i'm suggesting u to try to go nepal too, and see ur granpa ... don't stress urself too much by bad thoughts ....

Boo hoo I am crying now.Fine finne it's a very sad thing.But why do people post it here,all pathetic stories?It's not like anyone gives a sh*t or can do anything abt it?

cool_keta dismiss the detractors, you have every right to share your emotions, it is more genuine and thoughful than most of the banality that goes on around here. cheers, mG.

you know what forget everything i said. $uck you.

I'm a little pea
I love the sky the trees
I'm a teeny tiny little ant
Checking out this and that
I am nothing
So you have nothing to hide
And I'm a pacifist
So I can f*ck your shit up
Oh yeah I'm small

F*ck you a$$hole
You homophobic redneck dick
big and tough and macho
You can kick my ass
So f*cking what
So f*cking what
So f*cking what
So f*cking what ......

Cool_Keta,

I can understand what you're going through. And am glad, like most others here I'm sure, that you had the courage to express your feelings. I hope your grandpa gets better. Hang on there! Don't lose faith yet.

Best wishes!