He knew her since she was almost 16 trying to finish her SLC, he was a little older found her in a chat - innocent as she was she fell for his good words and ended up coming back to chat again and again. He got addicted and would wait each and every day for her arrival and serenade her with words such as highness how was your day. She fell for each word and really fell deep in lust. Both naive wouldn't stop and started emailing each other. They got so serious that he asked her permission to call her - he lived in the USA.
She being only 16 backed out and said no... He didn't force he came to senses that he would get his way one day. Chat and Email went for 3 and half months, she was preparing for her SLC, so he backed out and told her that studies was important in her life now and she should concentrate on what was best for her and for her family. That made him looks better in her eyes. She was a good student and would boast that she would pass the exam very easily. But she did take the exam seriously and study hard and they wrote each other only 2 or 3 times a week. Each email would definitely have word such as "I MISS NOT BEING IN CHAT " I MISS YOU"
Finally, the exam ended and then the chat and email started again, she started forwarding her pictures to him as well as he did the same. Then one day he asked for her number again. She scarily wrote back, I will have to ask my mom and I know she will not say no to me since she loves me very much. I am scared of Dad. An email comes to him the next day with her number and time to call her, and stating that mom would be there to hear and know who He was. He was a little scared but what did he have to loose from USA, called the house when her father wasn't there - only her mom and her, she picks up the phone - "hi is this " "? Yes this is me, how are you, thought I wouldn't call? Mmm no - here mom wants to say hi. He hears a very whispering voice, hellooo - he with respect says - Darshan muwa, she then says darshan darshan ani kahile USA gako? I have been here for quite sometime muwa - she then whispers she can hardly hear and then gives the phone to her. WOooo that was scary - he says it was nice talking to your mom. Tell her that I love her and share my love to your dad too.
She then says don't waste your money come to chat, she yells - mom can I go to my room and chat with him - yes but don't sleep too late like you usually do..Ok mom I love u then she hangs up. She rushes to the chat and then starts chatting with him - that was the first day she spills the bean - she can't say but in chat she jots" ?? I love u" and thank you for calling me. I will have to go to bed now my dad is here will see u at the same time tomorrow. He says good nite sweetheart don't let the bedbugs bite she :-)'s and leave the chat, it touches his heart, now he is feeling the butterfly on him.
This goes on for few more months, but there are no telephone conversations. She then on day tell him to call her again - he asks her would your mom or dad be there, he says no they are going to friends house for dinner. He immediately calls her at the right time and they talk for hours, but they can't say anything romantic but talk about their general life about their friends and what they did as for him he talks about his busy life and job in USA. Then he asks her - "where are you right now" she says, I am in my bed - hmm he says wish I was there to scare you...they both laugh. She then whispers and says wish you were here as well. He then says look at the window don't u see me she says don't scare me please I get scared easily. they talk for hour about what they wanna do about their lives, then at the end he asks her - are you going to come here after your result, she says I might and I have been trying...
They talk for hour about what they wanna do about their lives, then at the end he asks her - are you going to come here after your result, she says I might and I have been trying..
The result is here she is happy with the outcome ? 1st division, a little upset she wasn?t up their on the distinction category. She emails the day after the result, he with joy sends her an e-card with love and how proud he was. One thing he never forgets to mention is that of her parents. Always asks her about the well being of her parents. She comes to chat and they talk for hours, all he wants to know is if she is going to come to US to further study. That year he tells her that he will be coming to Nepal and wants to meet with her if that was okay with her. She with joy asks him when, when, Please call me when you are here so you can come to our house. He says, your house are you crazy, your parents will not just kill me but will be very upset at their loving daughter. She then says, I haven?t told you but I think my mom did tell dad a little about you. He ? What? Wow that is great what did your mom say? Hmm she has a friend in US and seems like he is a very well mannered guy with his head on his shoulders. He is doing very well with himself. That made him feels relief and stress less. That year he goes to Nepal in October festival time. He then one day calls her and tells her he will come to see her in the evening. That day she had to go to some student conference and would meet him in the evening. It is 6pm he goes towards her house in his mo-bike, a little confusion to where her house was described he calls her house thinking she is there. Her maid picks up the phone and says she will be here shortly. He is scared to ask which house and waits to see if he sees her on the road. Anxiety let him to drive back home, as she had just got home and was waiting for him to call so she could come out to get him.
Few months goes by, they still chat as usual, she always talks about her daily routine of how she went with her friends to eat, and always talked about him and can?t wait to go home and chat with him. He in the other hand is lost in the world of lust and love. A little carelessness takes place when one day on the road to work he gets into accident. Nothing serious, but was out of job for a week due to shoulder problem. He couldn?t resist telling her about it, she in other hand takes it seriously and starts to tear on every email and chat. She even tells her parents about it, and what did you know ? she asks him to call her. He with excitement calls her and talks to her, this goes for 5 minutes and then he tells her with a low tone voice, I really think you should come here. She goes ? I will I will I swear I am trying. 4 months after the result she gets the student visa but that wasn?t for USA. But was very close to USA, where if he wanted could go and surprise her anytime. But he wanted the permission and not wanted to act like you know what!
She gets to her new college somewhere in W. Canada and emails him about her flight and the first day at the dorm. She says she is a little tired and needs to get everything together for orientation and other class stuff. She needs to get in-touch with her dorm-mates who are two other girls from foreign countries. It takes her few days to settle, she then gets busy with her college life and the new environment. She still tries to get in chat as much as she can. As the phone conversation is not that much because there are limited phones and many students. He understands her situation and emails her everyday as she does the same. Another 6 month goes by nothing exciting but email and chat and a very little phone conversations. The emails are getting a little boring; she is not in chat as much due to her school work and may be the new environment ?A western civilization?. Everyday email turns to 3 times a week email no phone calls absolutely. In all her emails she mentions about how much she has to study and he being a scholar himself give her advise about how important it is.
Everyday email turns to 3 times a week email no phone calls absolutely. In all her emails she mentions about how much she has to study and he being a scholar himself give her advice about how important it is.
It?s been 2 yrs they have known each other, there is still some email transfer from both sides, but the phone call stopped. One day he decides to give her surprise visit to his college. So he takes few days off from his work as vacation and buys the ticket and travels to the N. west coast. He goes to the hotel and calls her, as per the dorm receptionist she has gone out. He refreshes himself and goes to the town thinking he?d see her somewhere. He sees a bunch of college gals and guys in a restaurant. He has his cap on all the way down so no one could really see his face properly. He walks in and little that you know she is sitting with her friends. First, he hesitated a little -thinking she would recognize him. But she is so involved with her friends that she never sees him. It was his first day so he was a little nervous seeing her for the first time so I let it go and drank some beer in the bar with joy and went to his hotel.
He then emails her that night from the caf?-internet and let her know that he is in her town. Would I say it was excitement of fear she calmly says, where are you? He says downtown in one of the hotels. When did you come? He says yesterday. Then he says that he saw her at the Pub. She with fear says what? Then goes on to say how long are you staying? He says I am going back tonight, just came for a day or so to see u at least, finally got to see you that are good enough. Sorry that you have to leave so quickly, he says why you wanted to see me? No answer!!
Anyways, I will write to you when I get back. She goes ? okay! He returns back in a little delusion with empty heart. Her finals were coming so he thought that may have been the cause ? but why was she out with her friends? Hmm he kept thinking and then wrote to her another email. So how is everything? She writes, I am preparing for the final exam and she can?t wait so she can go back home she is home sick. What are your plans for coming to USA? She says may be after my 2nd yr. He is a little frustrated now, he is not getting what he wants, he then one day writes to her. My love are you serious about both of us, do you still love me? She says why you ask such question; all I know and have are you. Then why don?t you write or let me call u as much? She goes ? you have to realize I have to do very well in the exams and that is what my parents expect from me. He goes ? yes you are right I need to disturb, email or call you any more??.
The next email gets heated up ? she writes, what are you saying you don?t care about my career? If that is what you think of me then FINE?. He stops writing or calling her for sometime to see if that makes any changes on her feelings. Little that you knew she does write but not in the manner she wanted him back.
He writes her back, I knew this would happen when you first stepped in the western world. Life changes people changes they get old and then they die. Email comes back ? yeah whatever you wanna think. You don?t care, have a great future. He writes back ? okay then it looks like we both will have a nice future without each other. She write ? bye then. He realizes that this was how it would end one day soon. Even though he is heart broken he stays calm and goes on with his life. But after 15 days he can?t take it and emails her back ? there is no reply. Looks like she has gone on with her life, He sadly denies that fact but emails her once every month. He gets one reply after 4 month saying hello, how are you hope you are good I m in USA with my sister. He emails her back are you here for good? Then there is no reply again for another month. 3rd yr starts with no email/chat or phone calls. He still writes to her occasionally to remind her that he is still around. He never forgets her birthday - emails her birthday e-card every year. 3 yrs past ? he gets a call from nowhere and that is her. She says she is in MID USA studying. That year he gets 3 emails just nothing in the email but hey how are you ? how is work?
Now that he had her cell number stored on his phone on the 4 yr he courageously calls her but let it ring for few times and hangs up. It is Sunday Monday noon ? he gets an unexpected call from her again ? hey you ? did you ring me yesterday and hang up, he says yes. Why did you hang up then? Just felt like it didn?t know if you?d get mad at me. Oh let me tell you something, he says what ? I am in your area studying. You kidding me? Where? I knew you?d ask, but I will not tell you because I know how you are and will try to hunt me. Ok, ok I will not hunt you. So when did you get here? It?s been sometime. He goes wow. She says what a coincident for you to call me yesterday, I had a feeling it was you. Yeah, why haven?t you ever called me? I didn?t want to, was the answer. Are you seeing someone he says? Hmmmm not at the moment just broke up with one from state above us. Wow you had a guy all this time and you never told me? Sorry but now I am not with him anymore. That did it for him, but as a nice guy he says to her, well get back with him you don?t want to hurt him too like me. She smiles, I hate his guts. So what are you up to? Nothing going home I am in my car. He then says, can I come and see you once? Nooo not now too early, I should have never told you that I was here. If you force me I will never call you.
The call goes on for few weeks, then one day, there is a talk about her boyfriend again, that is when he can?t stand it and says, I have had it you can go with him and have your life. One last call after that 5 months ago 2005 approximately, they talk for the last time, she say that she is at some mall shopping, he is at his house ? hello, hi how are you? Fine and you, just fine. What are you upto? Shopping and you just came home from work. Oh, I am with someone can I call you later, He says no? she says okay then?
What will happen next will they get together? They haven't talked even though they are close to each other. She has never seen him in person, he has seen her. Hope I get to write the second part.
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