I sit and contemplate the past
All the memories flood back fast
I remember a time so happy
Just love and never sappy
Being with you day in and day out
Believing in us without a doubt
It was all so quickly taken away
Without a chance and nothing to say
Leading my life different and crazy
My time spent with you becoming hazy
Then I fall asleep to a different place
One where I smile and find your face
I'm suddenly brought to face the day
Without you here in any way
Forced to walk this world without you
Trying my very best to be true
So I pass through the waking days
Always here but in a haze
Waiting for the light to turn to night
So that I may find that perfect sight
I go on and continue the wait
Not always sure of our fate
As I drift off to a peaceful snooze
I hope that we will never lose
Dreaming of a great place to be
Together at last you and me

U seem to be lost completly lost soul....great expression by the way..

cant read very long