Its 4 AM…yes 4 AM…
Everytime I close my eyes…I see you…
I open my eyes, with a hope to see you
I look around for you…
I know you don’t like kitchen…may be you are watching TV
But the programs are over already
It’s a hot out here, may be you are in the balcony
Waiting for me outside….
I open that door, just to be shattered one more time
I got a beautiful place
The same way you wanted, Park at the back, pool in the front
I light a cigarette…oops!!! Did I start smoking again?
Do I smell like ashtray, when you kiss me?
You can’t answer that now….can you?
I know you like to walk…but at this time.
May be you are walking around
I try to find your glimpse…try to find you shadow
Its too dark…how can I see your shadow
I wonder myself
May be you are scared of darkness…
You don’t like to be alone with darkness
It scares you…
I get out of my room…may be you are walking by the pool
I try to find you…an unsuccessful attempt
I know its all nothing but my dreams
Dreams…I live with it, I live for it
I try to answer my own questions,
I try to reason my own queries
With my eyes full of tears
I get back to my room
Check my phone…no calls, no messages
I forgot…
you are not supposed to talk to me
you are not supposed to be in my dream
I am trying to go to bed…
But its empty…
I am trying to listen to music…
They are playing your favorite song…
I want to turn it off…I don’t want to turn it off
I want to change station…I don’t want to change station
I can’t do what I want to do…I want to do what I can’t do
I know I don’t make sense
My whole life is not making sense
You were the sense of my life
My life has no sense now…

I still have that movie with me…
Remember the movie we watched together?
May be I am a freak…but I can’t watch it anymore
Its my favorite…but can’t watch it
I want to write more, but I can’t…..
I better close my eyes with a belief to see you in my dream…

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harkeDai

Woah! harkeDai in the process of getting hitched! :P

Good Luck! :)

flippy_floppy :-) how have you been doing ???
Not exactly...

Just writing something that doesn't make sense :P :P

nice to hear from you :-)