What is love?
Love? Oh man, it's when you are with that one person who makes you forget everything, I mean all the stress, all your problems, just everything. When you are with her it doesn't matter how your life is but at that moment your life is perfect. Real love is when you can talk to her and never get bored or run out of things to say. It's when you feel like you can live with her forever and can't live without her. It's a feeling that the whole world can burn down as long as you are with her. It's when you are with her and she makes you feel so good its almost unreal. It's a feeling so good when you have it there is nothing in the world that can bring you down. It's the feeling that beats all other feelings. If this is how you feel then you are in love and love is a great thing. No one can put it in words how amazing it is.
It's when you lose it it hurts like hell. It feels like the whole world is crushing you. You feel like you are suffocating because it hurts so bad. It feels like you are drowning deeper and deeper in the ocean, but you never die and it goes on forever. You try to breathe but you can't and it hurts more and more as time goes on. That's how it feels to lose that love. You try to stop thinking about that one person, but you can't get her out of your head. You try everything, but anything you see or you hear reminds you of her. You try not talking to her over and over again, but it hurts so much not to talk to her that you go back again and again. You try to make her happy even though it hurts you, you tell her there is nothing wrong, you tell her you are fine, you tell her that she can do what she wants, but its killing you inside slowly. If feels like someone shoving a knife in your heart and everyday they shove it in deeper and deeper. You do anything for her to be happy even if it means for you lose all your sleep and the pain gets stronger and stronger.
Then one day you realize she doesn't care any more and you finally let go. You finally tell yourself its over and done with. You tell yourself there is nothing I can do. You slowly let go of that one amazing love you had. It still hurts, but now you know it's pointless to love someone who doesn't love you back. You remember the kisses, the hugs, the small talks, and every amazing moment you had with her one last time and you let go. Your heart finally bursts and you have no feelings. You don't miss her anymore like you did. You don't go crazy every second you don't see her. You stop talking to her and slowly this love tries to go away, but it's still there maybe hanging on hope or miracle. You don't think about it, but it's always there...always there.