Hi guy!
It been a while that I have been disconnected from sajha. There was a big change in nation and entire sajha as well. It was lovely to hear some rumour mm joining moabadi..haha hahahaha. Well the truth behind my story is non other than my times spend back in rehabitation centre. I was admitted to Sudhar kendra on 14th of Feb (valentine day) on my request. I was getting chronic on alcohol and i tried my best but i couldn't. I asked my mum to put me in rehab as i surrender in front of addicition.
I find myself very lucky to be recovering addict now. I finally got to realise that alcohol is also the drug so I am powerless infront of it. I have something called X factor disease which makes me slave of any addiction. Today, at least the Progamme has gave me the tools and commitment to arrest my addiction. Today, i am proud and happy then before to announce than i am 95 days clean(3 month and 5 days) on any drugs including ciggratte. It was difficult for me in the begining but now i am part of the progamme. My recovery progamme will end when i will die. My entire life is to struggle against drugs and to help other fellows to get out of it. Today i am member of narcotis ananomous which holds thousands of people on recovery. It is protecting and saving life of thousands.
This is my story. I have completed my 3 months of detoxtication. Now, i am in hong kong facing the outing and enviroment. I need hope and courage as well to continue on it. Today, i am focusing on my attitude and behaviour change.
I have to work out on lot of my attitude and everyday i promise for another sucessful day withouto drugs.
JUST FOR TODAY IS MY MOTTO IN LIFE..........I have learnt to blast the past.........and now i know."I CANT CHANGE PEOPLE PLACE AND THING, I HAVE TO CHANGE FIRST". I AM WORKING ON IT. THIS SLOGAN HAS taught me to how to fight with irritation which leads to non other than frustation and anger.

anyway guys.........i wasnot away but i was with you, Today i am back with my new life and new way. I am continuing on the progamme and still gonna continue on the rehabe as day care and studying counselling course. My one and goal it to be a part of anti drugs campagine.

I have to ask for apologie with lot of ppl in sajha. Even though i dont get it, i will acept it as my consicounsess which is my reality and i have to face it. Thanks guys.....finally i realise that everyone need hitting bottom to change........anyway" need to go long way, action speaks louder than words.

i will be in touch with sajha as before.....

moneyminded
recovering addict
" you cant change ppl, place and things"
recovery is a tool of self construction

Good for you :-)

dhat mm bro hehe...

and i thot u were busy in those money makin business?u know..before u disappeared..u did pass the link for a site..which was..errr..how do i define it?:oS hehe..ur own site?professional and all ;o)...

anyways u too goin anonymous eh?wat can i say..doesnt it feel good?;oP hehe....but yeah seriously..glad to see u postin again..and hearn wat u been up to :oD...congrats on wat u have been able to do so far hai :oD..and im sure u can do it like u feel u can ;o)..u show us..by showin urself ;o) hehe..

and oh u intendin to get addicted to sajha?;oP...well..u know tht could happen!;oP hehe..now that ur back ;o) hehe..but if u ask me..i dunno why i cant stop thinkin..bhauu le mm bro lai thik parnu shakcha ho!;oP hehe..so koiley bhauju auney?^o) ;oP hehe..well just a thot..dun mind me if that brings tension to ur head :oS...hehe

la ta catch u around as before ?;o) hehe...

good day :oD

ps...just noticed after i posted...cerine u too had disappeared for a while hoina?i mean im not countin..but a while can be a day..few hrs..few weeks..mths?yrs?get the drift!;oP hehe..


wat were u doin?or not doin?;oP hehe...

ok i better stop!:o| hehe...

i was trying to quit just like MM was doing :-)

Quit what? well that's for me to know ke :-P

Good spirit!

felt good to know that your are succeding.. it is hard to admit that one is addicted let alone the attempt to get rid of the addiction. All the best Moneyminded..

First of all - congratulations MM bro.

And it is a pleasure to see you back.

Although not chronic (I think so), I, myself, have been nothing less of a compounder for years. Not fatally excessive, but would have been enough to reek me if I had continued with half of what I was used to. More than couple of my friends, and I meant reasonably close - close ones have been victim to addiction and they have paid the final price - their life. Perhaps strong family who never found out and huge network of close pals who were partners-in-crime, but were moving along on the finer paths of life helped me to control much of the craving. Now it's been many years since I last considered touching those poisons.

To life and all the great things it promises - cheers.

Your twakka tukkas and refreshing anecdotes have been missed. Welcome aboard once again.

IndisGuise:)

P.S: Aba HK ko star ferry tira lagera rati feri tara herne din ako ho? I simply loved that place. Too bad I was with my parents when I visited HK many years ago. Chun-kin-metion (?) tira chai nalagne hola ni aba bro hoina? :)

MM brother,
Welcome back. Life is beautiful isn't it? I like your motto that is simple, livable, admirable and yet it is deep and thought provoking at the same time. It also reminds me of a phrase my grand father used to say (it might be Kabir's phrase):
जो कल करे सो आज कर,
जो आज करे सो अब्,
पलमे प्रलए होएगी,
बहुरी करेगा कब ?
It means what you are doing to do tomorrow, do it today, what you are going to do today, do it now; because the world will disappear in a second when can you do it?

There are plenty of your well wishers right here in Sajha, count me in as one of'em. See you around.

moneyminded - wb! :) :)