....I was going through my old diray... i found this poem.... it was written after my then galfren left me.... just like to share with you all... as my life have moved past her and found new directions,,, I still remember the date, 23 Feb 2003

I used to gaze at her
not as other do
but the way i do was a bit different
not in the sense everybody used to think
in have already set her picture in my heart and mind
sometime later i found her
feeling same for me
she didnt let me know
but she wanted me to find that
and i did it for her

then after me and u was changed to us
we think of us from every angle,as other dont
we were different as everyone think
we found ourself fit for each other from everyangle
we dont let each other know it but she wanted me to say that
i did it for us

later in my life every of my step went in vein
i was not getting sucess in life
i want her to behold me
she didnt want to do that again
 instead, she want something from me
as always i was ready to make her happy
she humbly request for a break up
i did this not for her
but for me as i was selfish
coz i always wanted to see her happy