same here dude

find another fish. this fish is dead.

I wish it was that easy..not atleast for some time. feel so alone :(

It takes some time Bhikari, and your pain should soon fade away.

I understand when a relationship you have been in for a longtime comes to end, you seem to lose the few friends you already have. If there had some mutuel friends, it becomes hard to call them up and spend time with them since the situation becomes ery awkward.

Don't worry, you should get over soon. If not, try to get yourself involve in somethings. If you are in US, you can do many voluntery work. Join some dance club or start some sports. Get you mind away from something. Join a meditation or yoga club.

It is said, thoughts lead to feelings, and feelings lead to actions such as behaviors which develops life situations. Check your thoughts and feelings, are they rational or irrational beliefs. When you are comfortable with your self esteem-encourage yourself to confront your beliefs. To learn further Google on cognitive behavior therapy and/or solution focused therapy.

However, the biggest concern might be YOU ARE NOT READY TO HELP YOURSELF. Perhaps recognize that TIME heals everything as nothing is constant. Develop some coping mechanism with positive self-talk and life achievements.

Of course every individual has different perspectives and may not work on you. At the same time BRO! It’s worth try. You tried.  

Easy to say but indeed very hard to adhere.

Make 1 dollars change for 50 dollars and go to Dance Club man. Enjoy life with full throttle. Give shit to lost ones and try making new ones. Pay for an hour man or you worry paying as you used to get it on free. Don't worry situation eventually changes; few left you today every body will be after you tomorrow.