It has been a while since I last visited Sajha and its section, Kurakani. It is not like that I have forgotten our beloved cyber-sansar or its humdrum contents, but I am feeling a bit intruder entering www.sajha.com.

I agree with the claim of "None Free" in this universe except the parental love: however, I doubt the caressing hugs of lovers these days, especially when there is a constant reminder of commitment, loyalty and responsibility shadowing the very essence of relationships.

Today is a Christmas Day, a pious day for Christians, the biggest religious group in the United States of America. Neither am I Christian nor do I ever celebrate Christmas. Friends invited me for a Christmas Eve Party yesterday and also a Christmas get together today. Being only a non-Christian staff, I feel like an outsider in this type of festive mood. I already had an enough on their so called Harvest-Festival, Thanksgiving, and I don’t want to give another feeling of being outsider. I would rather compromise a staff get-together on a Friday Happy Hour. Perhaps, I am one of those people who enjoy ecstasy but not happiness.

I am sure everybody was having a great expectation of "White Christmas", but they all had to settle for a "Wet Christmas" this year. After all there were only fifteen percentage chances of getting White Christmas this year here where I am right now. I don't understand since when these westerners started becoming so superstitious than easterners and not to mention since when they started becoming so family oriented and devout believers.

I am diverting away from my topic. Indeed I am. I am not surprised! Confession- how serene word it is- confession! I did not murder anyone and neither do I have any intention or zeal to do so, I try my best to be who I am and I try my very best not to hurt someone, especially unintentionally, I try my best to be honest, and as much as I can: however, I paid loads of price for being so honest in my life so far. Despite all these deeds, today I feel like an intruder trespassing Sajha with the funny feeling of ecstasy but not happiness.

Confessing!!!

HD

I havिसाम्नु हुन्छ र हो नत्र भन्नी थिएँ. भन्दिम्? गजलको "ग" को अर्थ के हो भन्दिम? गणतन्त्र, यो चैँ साझामा के. रिसानी माफ होस्.
e one confession to make....I am whispering if you can hear....अहिले बजारमा फेशनआको छ के राजालाई गाली गर्नी, उम्रेकाले राजालाई गाली गर्नी
"चुनाबमा भाग लिन्नम्! लिन्नम्! प्रजातन्त्र फिर्ता देऊ!" भन्छन्.

के भन्या हो त्यस्तो? बुझ्या भे मरिजाम्. भन्नेले नै नबुझ्या जस्तो लाग्छ मैले के बुझु?
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साझाको फेशन पनि भन्दिम्? नेपे गुरु रिसाम्नु हुन्छ र हो नत्र भन्नी थिएँ. भन्दिम्? गजलको "ग" को अर्थ के हो भन्दिम? गणतन्त्र, यो चैँ साझामा के. रिसानी माफ होस्.

Dhatttt PC....!!!

Tyaso pani bhannay ho....???

I am gonna tell your confession to everyone in Sajha...

Behold PC....!!!